Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in Nemokirah's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
8:38 pm	a great round of monopoly.. and yes I AM ALIVE Everybody chilling.. beforeee the cheating! the cheating BEGINS!   Shanyyy eattinn chicken on the corner.. like a homelesss person   look at the pretty bunny rabit.... ok scratch pretty   the P.I.M.P on the phone.. prolly talkin to his baby momma.. umm hmmmm   My money before!   Kayla and Borris money   my money after landing on the mean green section     my team.... game over you guys! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 15th, 2005
8:58 am	hella randomness Man aint it messed up when u be ready and prepared for something , and cant do it. Mann I was all set to go to class today did all my homework had on my senior jersey looks at clock... DIYUMM NIGG ima be 10 minutes late.. ok no problem get a late pass oh shit WHERES MY ID I cant find that stupid piece of shit nowhere... so its like ok cant go to frye class EVEN THOUGH I DID ALL THE WORK no id cant sign in late.. forced to stay home when I was ready for school. aint that some shit.. aww well shit happens. Hell I even found my GIVEBLOOD wrist band that I shed blood and threats for in my search for my ID. LOL so peoples lmao watss up???? I finally got my grad nite outfit.. thank you thank you I am prepared OH YEA did I tell yall fuckers she had the baby? ok if I didnt SHE HADD THE BABY this day LAST WEEK Zaria A'janae Hopper 7 pounds 2 ounces DA ITTY BITTY BABY. ya so anyways the stupid fucks decide to take taco off his pacifier so now HE SCREAMS ALL DAY and they wont give it to him. Im like GREAT TIMIN duhh hello u got one baby who already gonna cry and take all your attention u gonna take away the other baby pacifier his only FRIEND RIGHT NOW SMARTTTT!!! WHAT WHAT.. mann I hear murmuring I dont kno what it is but it might be a big ass roach planning an attack on me! lmao got dangit look at the time, lol I'm tireddd. Man I wish I knew what collegeee I was going too but nooo the stupid fucks wanna play and they still wass DECIDE bitch just stamp yes or no on the bia and let me know.. ahhhh okkk I think ima retire to my room... Ay anybody ever wish they was harry potter.. I do I wanna go to Hogwarts, Id put Harry Pimper on the back of my robes, cuz you know Id be like the super pimp have all the hoes and Id tell professor Snape to suck my dick. lol ok BYE BYE QUOTE- "IS THE CAR MOVING?" Current Mood: DIYUMM NIGGG! Current Music: System of a Down- CHOP SUEY (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
11:04 pm	the horror i gotta work all fuckin week except sunday and that means break is gonna fly by and ima go back to work tired as hell. OH YEA BUT WHATS GREAT IS MY PHONE CAME, YEAAA yeaaa whores i got a camera phone now and A VIDEO PHONE!<3333 phone Current Mood: kisses phone Current Music: taco makin strange noises (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
12:41 pm	my pictures for taco taco rocko my doggy sammy   outside jaydah fat ass my homie c unit susie Q charles? or charlina brita bonitaaa shany and steph meee before work   my pictures with my camera.. I LOVE MY CAMERA Current Mood: wants amazon order! Current Music: ahkilah's voice (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 25th, 2005
3:47 pm	feeeelingss im like blah right now so go blah urself! Current Mood: blahhhh Current Music: COMMERICIALS (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
3:06 pm	I had funn Omg last night was the most fun iv'e had in a longgg time like since xmas. My friend was throwin a bday party but her shit was sooo deaddddd that she just closed it down at like 11:30 then after we cleaned up we were just ridin around. Then her homeboys was like oh its a jam in this place we goin . SO we get there jam shut down they like oh its another one wayy over here , we get there shut down. BUt we werent ridin with the boys bout time we ever got where they was it was done so we told them to meet us somewhere and then when we all got together we with to ram jam. Me and my friend was like "wtf" old school reggae and shit blastin with fuckin fiesta streamers from the cieling, so we stayed in tehre for like a whole 5 minutes. SO then we was like ok lets go to Tex Mex, but me and my friend was like oh we not 18 are they checkin ID's they was like not for girls so we get there and the parking lot is THICKKK so we like cool beans lets go lets go they let us in but like a couple of the niggas we was with they wasnt lettin them inside cuz they looked young soo we got inside everybody was together it took like 10 minutes ot make it to the dance floor cuz of so many people. So we was chillin and jammin or w.e but it was sooooooooo much smoke and shit and it was hot. So then we went out to the acutal dance floor and was dancing and this ugly boy just jumped on teh back of my friend and she kept tryin to ask how how he looked and i wouldnt say nuthin and lmao she just walked away from him it was sooo funnyyy. LMao but i wanted to talk to one of her homeboys he was cute and he got a brand new fuckin toyota corolla i was like... THATS WHATS UP. Then heres the best part I SAW MY BROTHER'S GIRLFRIEND MOM in the damn club slow stickin and drinkin and just dancing all on niggas i was like whoaaaaaaaaaa MRS. LUCY IN HERE. So we stayed for the night and we left round 4 then we went to fuckin walmart shopping and shit like junkies let and i got home at 5 and i sat here eatin till like 6 and went to sleep and that was my FUN night Current Mood: tired Current Music: jojo- secret love (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
1:13 pm	good times oh shit i can check live journal in school... coollll beansss.. hey guess what i got a 1040 on my SAT's isnt that great the most expensive one and i make the best score. gangster and yayayayay i get paid today i get my senior pics today maybe and i get my hair done this weekend... things seem to be goin my way right. hmm watch some idiot ruin my damn fun and say some horrible shit to me. im bored web design is starting to annoy me. i made this ugly ass chicken thing i dont kno what it is but the animal is hideous and my car looks like a pyramid knocked over with a foot stuck in it lmao! strangeeeee HI KOLESLAW AND FARAH AND CHRISTINA AND SHANY AND BRITA AND ALL YOU OTHER PEOPLE. oh yeaaaa sorrryyy i dont think ima be able to come to the culture night dinner thingy because susie wants to start doin my hair friday night so that by saturday its done, and hell i want my hair done as soon as possible sooo i dont think ima make it SORRYY i thought i could start gettin my hair done saturday but she has other peoples heads to do also. ok well we shall be leacin in 10 minutes sooooooo byeeeeeeeeee (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
10:30 pm	today.... today was F'in horrible. I dont even know how to discuss it (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
12:14 am	ummm Yea im back.... "head hits desk Current Mood: school? life? Current Music: annoying sound of my brother's voice (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
4:27 pm	coool beans Shes havin a Girllllllllllllllllll   my brother' s girlfriend is havin a girl and the baby is due the same day taco was bornnn ... how cool is that? Current Mood: new job? Current Music: taco's screechin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
1:04 am	when Nyquil is ur best friend Im so sick, its sad, im tired of coughin and sneezing and throwin up. I wish it would just go away, just go to sleep and forever my problems will disapeer. Of course that cant happen so then you fall in love with medication which can put you in a deep slumber for a while :) Nyquil! Yay oh yea sorry peoples who missed me in school I SHALL RETURN monday bright and early. ~Boys (shakes head) they suck ass completely oh yea here is the infamous poem          I`ve made a vow, to no one but you. I pledge my love to forever be true. I`ll take care of you and treat you right. I`ll lay beside you all through the night. I`ll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm. I`ll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm. I`ll help you and guide you and clear a path. I`ll protect you and shield you from an angry man`s wrath. I`ll listen to your problems help you solve them too. I`ll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through. I`ll take your side even if you`re wrong, just to prove our love is strong. I`ll plant you flowers and make them grow. They`ll be a symbol of love that only we`ll know .I`ll whisper your name when no one is near, So low that only you can hear. You`ll feel my love even if we`re apart. You`ll know that we are one in heart.           When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you need love, my heart I will share. When you are sick, for you I will care. You will feel my love when we are apart, knowing that nothing will change my heart. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. When you are lost, and can’t see the light, my love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright. This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end. For you above all are my wife and best friend. These words I have written, speak of my love for you. From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true. God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine. Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in marriage, honor and love blessed in unity by God above. Hmm should I even believe that? Whatever I dont care Im done with relationships its more work than I care to do. They make my head hurt and aww I was at work on thrusday and I saw this lil couple and they were so cute I thought of Lesterisha I was like aww how cute. hehehehe im high off of nyquil lalalalalalala where is everybody? Im bored nobody on and im havin random thoughts lol. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bye people   Current Mood: Ugh Current Music: Ashanti- Take me tonight (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
10:26 pm	i think im confused ok question should I make this open to the public or private.. I mean I don't need errybody reading this.. I might use somebody name and they might get offended... not like I care any fucking way. hmm andlook omg second time im writting in the same week.. be happy for me. Ok yea and im really sick I didnt go to school cuz of my sickness and IM REALLY SICK PEOPLE I mean I was at work the night before and was coughin and sneezin all over people food... but the bastards still aint send mehome.. how rude! But anyway yea to my confusion ok so I broke up with my bf I should be happy right but I kinda feel sad im startin to miss him...even though our relationship was full of arguements and voiceless conversations. Hes been textin me stuff..almost made me cry..but I didnt damnit cuz im the wicked witch of the south and I dont have a heart so I shouldnt cry right?... And then there is this other lil mofo I been talkin to him real cool but 1000 and ONE females call him and im like wtf??? You trying to talk to me and u got al these so called "close friends" strange. Im like whatever I aint gonna rush nothin with him till im sure I can attempt to trust him. Shit! New years resolution... lmao didnt even make one procrastinate so much i didnt make one... I guess that should be one on the list ha right at the damn top.. Only thing bout this year is that its MINE I shall gain freedom this year so im soo happy lol OoOoOoOkkkk I think I wrote enough so I shall leave... and if you comment than maybe I will write in the fucker more often and the private or public thing...WAS A FUCKIN QUESTION SOOO ANSWER Current Mood: T fuck goin on Current Music: Mario- Like me real Hard (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
12:43 am	oo look at the date 2 all my seniors......I love you fuckers..happy new year! Lmao..I broke up with my boyfriend :( hehe im gettin another on :)..cool beans Its a new year new shit righ hmm I hope its better than the last one cuz that ish was crazy and yall see the journal im workin on it im workin but umm let me take my drunk ass on Happy New Year fucktards..no...retarded fucks! :) Current Mood: silly Current Music: The phone (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
10:04 pm	oh shizzle fizzle its a master piece in da workin.. gimme some mo hours and ill get this ish lookin right lol dang lj... aint been on this bia since frye became jesus godfather lmaooo i crack myself up..southridge kids u kno who im talkin bout thank u stinaaa for helpin me other hoe ass people wanna ignore me like im some foo' lmao but aight holla at yall latuh (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 28th, 2004
4:59 pm	oh lord No matter what they have done to you and said to you, you cannot stop loving them. No matter how much they disappoint you, neglect or abuse you, if you think you love them, you probably do. It does not matter what others say about them, how others feel about them or how bad you feel about them; if you love them, admit it. Do not tell yourself you don't love somebody if you really do. What you might want to do is make a choice about whether you want this person to be a part of your life. It is not necessary to stop loving people if you don't like them. You can choose the type of relationship you want to have with the people you love. You can love them from a distance. You can love them and not live with them. You can love them in the deepest part of your being and choose to move on. You can figure out why you love them, if you love them and still choose to move on. You can love them for who they are and what they are and stop complaining. But if you keep going in and out of the same relationship, chances are you are going to get hurt. People come together in a relationship to learn. Once you learn your lesson, take that same lesson, and move on to something new. You can do the same old things in just some many ways until you lose track of what you are doing. How many ways can you cry? How many ways can you hurt? How many ways can you convince yourself that you can make this work? When a relationship is over, you need to recognize that fact, disassociate yourself from that person and then let it go. No matter how much you love the other person, or how afraid you are that you will never love again, you cannot squeeze juice from a piece of dry fruit.....so don't bother to try. Fact is, you cannot throw a loved one out of your heart and mind. However, you can choose how you want to love them. So when it is over, remember the love you shared, cherish it in your memories, and move on to the next thing. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
10:17 pm	el torro poo poo ..thats what my history teacher says...today was bed we went to that Ap convention shit and they made us sit in ICe cold rooms and let this person talk on and on and on and guess what i realized ima fail my AP exam..yup sure am. We took only a portion 31 questions i only answered 5 adn got 3 right out of 5 dont that suck ...i had to get all dressed up nd stuff i was like mann and then wake up 5:20 a.m to be at school early as hell. How bout we get there kids got on jeans and shit we was told we couldnt wear em hmph. Then breakfast.. was a joke aint no damn breakfast hard ass bagels and strange ass muffins...then we had lunch and they took all teh turkey sandwhiches and allw as left was jamaican tuna and roast bef....wtff i dont eat that shit so i aint have lunch..then i get home at like 4 and belly calls me and is like " im goin to the mall wanna come" im like"ya" so she come to get me i open the door some dudes riding by they like ay ay ay im tryan ignore them go in teh house and they get louder so i go to the car and im like what they was like whats yo name i was like why the driver waslike i cant kno yo name i was like man what for he was like cuz i would like to kno i was like kirah so he was like where yall goin i said to the mall he was like oh can we go too and chill with yall i was like thats up to belly they was like oh and the driver was like oh i got this lil pool we can go to a lil pool party i was like welllllll thats up to belly because i figure she got something to at the mall they was like oh well u can come with us when yall done i was like we l firs thow old are you he was like 19 i was like hmm he was like what how old r u i was like im 16 hge was like oh do u gotta problem with the age differnce i was like ehhh not really and i was like gotta ask belly. then he was like oh u not all into that sex stuff right i was like huh he was like he you not into that sex stuff right i was like i dont kno u like that to answer that question i mean wdh.. so im got this confused look on my face so belly comes out da house and dude in the backseat was tryna talk to her and she was like im 9 months preggy i dont need to talk to nobody he goes to me what u is the god momma i was like no im the auntie he was like oh then he was like can i be yo friend belly was like i dont need no more friends thats how i ended up preggy havin friends so i went in the house and they kept tryna get belly to let me chill with them but she was like naw... i was like dang drive wasnt so bad and he had a car and it wasnt bad at all. So whatever we went to da mall and we was lookin for a shirt so belly can go out and these boys was like pssst psstt we aint answer and they got mad and started talkin shit then we was infront of city gear and there was this cute boy i wanted to holla at and her was lookin at me and i was lookin at him and he was lookin at me and i was gone holla but belly wouldn tlet me she was like " oh no yo brother aint finna kill me for lettin you talk to a boy" so i let his cute self go then we went to the stores and i seen some cute ass shit iwas like damnit i need money so we left the mall went to ross still aint find nuthin but afuckin mess and came home. Then my mom comes home and tells me go in teh shed i go to the shed there s dead dried up rat infront of the door i came screamin in the house i was like " ahh i didnt kno we had rats eww ewww ewww eww" my mom was like ok and belyl was liek ok eww im goin home so she left and then im like shit i got all this work to do and i figure i wont go to schol tomorrow but shit s due so im trying to leav eearly ..ahh and then my money i save for my 4 hour class i gotta use to take my dog to the vet cuz she have fuckin sores and shit on her and its gettin worse and worse and we dont kno what to do ..ekkkk THE END (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
12:28 pm	very bad This weekend was very eventful i went to the orientation for the Humane Society so now i can start my community service...the lil pupppy there was sooo cute. And we went and did the registry for my brother and jessica we picked out the cutest stuff, but it didnt mask the bad part. The doctors told jessica that she might die while givin birth because she is a hemophiliac so she has uncontrollable bleeding... so everyone is very upset about it and they told her she wasnt suposed to have no kids were wondering why they wait until shes a month due and say oh you might die.. thats crazy they knew all the time of her condition..so were tryin to forget about it and you kno continue to plan for this baby's arrival. Other the other hand i got things done and I WATCHED TV.omggg oyu guys dont realize i dont watch tv and i watched my like favorite show. THE IRON CHEF.. i havent seen it in so long and then the iron chef lost to the challenger i was like oh nooo stupid judges..but ummmm what else i got homework so ima go i dont feel like typin any how so adiosie (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
8:03 pm	umm? mmkkk i remember i had one of these thingys because brita told me to friend her isnt she great shes my online memory ayayayyayayay..... i didnt go to school again...i wonder whats wrong with me adn i got my subject selection form and it says 12th im like yayayayya finally im debatin whether i should take a science or a math i mean i could retake some classes i did bad in but i dont kno if i want too, id rather retake them online. my doggy i gave her a like a home made hair cut with some scissors and she looks a hot mess, my brothers like " sam look like she belong on the streets" then this girl who does my hair she was like "sam looks like a 2 dollar poodle" and i was like noooooooo leave me sammy alone your gonna hurt her feelings if she hears you. but she feels better since i gave her a medicated bath ( she had issues) i love my doggy and eww isnt it strange to realize that someone in your clas watches porn and you kno they watch it..ewwwwwwwwwwwww scary! umm i typed a lot muahahah i took strange pictures of stuff maybe i shoudl show you guys but i dont feel like uploading that takes foreverrrrrrr sooooooo im go bye bye now adiosie (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
6:28 pm	ummmmmmmmmmmmm i wrote cuz brita said so... i hate FCAT stupid 10th graders had to take that damn test had me sittin in a class sittin there for torture. :) (4 Comments |Comment on this)